today marks the year my other half and I brought a precious joy into our lives.  Both of us having children, i think its safe to say that having a soul brought into our lives created by the trueness of love, is awesome.  Not the artificial kind that never lasts, the kind that stays with you for all of eternity. A love that words just cannot express nor would i try to because it is something so beyond my comprehension. every single day of this past year i look into the childs eyes thay my love and I created together and it brings such a warmth and joy over me. A feeling I have never truly felt. I look at that smiling face look up at me and I see both of our souls looking back at me. This has been a trialing year, one of hardships, betrayl, tests of many kinds.  Though it has been hard, one thing has remained a constant at the end of the day, Our contentness, our love, our friendship, our family. I have dreampt many dreams of this kind of contentment in life.  Happy Birthday to our little pumpkin:)